holy shit! i don't write a lot.
I guess one of my big goals this year was to see positive growth in myself. I think that has happened. I meditate now (which is weird), I am repairing my relationship with my body, and I finally have real goals guiding who I am. On December 1st, I thought about what I could do to truly become a better friend, lover, co-worker, parent, etc. It all came down to cutting out more of the negativity that I have been strapped with. Really, my big goal is to talk less shit. I see it this way, we all deserve to feel secure in our relationships. We all feel like there is someone in a group text misread something we did or said, or that someone doesn't like us because of X, Y, or Z. Sometime, it is just easier to bad mouth day shift or your friends than actually open dialogue and the platforms we are all communicating through make it even easier to dodge a real human conversation.
Real friends don't talk shit about you. They support you and call you out when you are being shitty.
Going to sleep. I'll write more later.
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